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- Coretta Jean Henry
Los Angeles California- The name itself feels weird to say it.
Someone once told me that you either love it or you hate it. You go and
have the best time of your life, or you hope to never return. My first
trip to LA for New Years was a little bit of both. Mostly because it
was about drunken debotchery, fun dip, and reverse cowgirl, ha ha. But
fun to a certain extent.
I was telling my Mary that over the years
I've become a lot bolder in my choices, my speech, and my love. That
I've become so dramatic in all these thing lately that it seems
sometimes that it's unbearable. And maybe when days like today pop up
and punch me in the gut and I turn around to see the world standing
behind me saying "YOU'RE GONNA CRY!!!" (Courtesy of Dane Cook,
lol). And all I wanna do is walk out of class, go home and colapse on
the floor, bury my face in the couch coushin, and unabashidly baul my
eyes out and yell "I did my best, I did my best!!!" and throw a fit as only I can do... But no. There will be none of that.
I have to remember that life is too short for crying, and that I was in California for 5 fabulous days!!! I got to eat a whole bag of cheddar sour cream baked lays, and sing "take them granny panties off, put a thong on," with LAPD, eat cake by the fire, play with Freya the dog in San Diego, ride on a Ninja, and watch the sunset on the ocean on a cliff with a cute blue eyed blond hair treasure.
Now I don't have a lot to say, because yes... even to me (blabbermouth yapper) things are private- And I know I shouldn't share every fact or incidence of my life- Love and Pain- Disapointment and Regret- Joy and Happiness... I had a fabulous time in Los Angeles. And it seems pretty silly, but I took a picture of a seagull on the setting beach, and now when I see that picture it makes me think of the person I was sitting next to. And if you see me standing alone... staring off into space... with a stupid grin on my face... I'm probably thinking about that picture- And that makes me happy.
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Posted by: Thomas Merritt | 05/18/2010 at 08:32 AM